i am now 21 years old! OMG. time sure does fly. but recently i realized that my 21 years have been so awesome. im so blessed to have so many people whom i love: my loving family and my wonderful friends......thank you so much for being there for me....getting me drunk on my 21st birthday and taking care of me when i go crazy.....i couldnt ask for better friends....i love you with all my heart.

picture time

i hope you had a good birthday, lil sis.. i heart you <333

*apparently....i really like to stick out my tongue when im drunk...*

but its not just me!!!!   :P

i love you tiffany, my first and one of my best friends from uci!

robin lee.my bffff. i love you....

i heart the iotas!

and i love my lil sis..and chloe!

 gina and katie...thanks for coming! sorry i wasnt a very good host...but you know i love you...gina we have to catch up soon!

awww. pledge mom.. i love you! sorry.... i must worry you a lot.....but thanks for always being there!

doob..youre always such a lagger..but i still love you...and ally...thanks for everything. i heart you!!!

i picked the weirdest picture to post....hahaha.....but jamie and nancy...thank you for taking care of me!!!!!!!!

i heart you renee lee...(your expression is so funny!)

girls night out...we should do this again.....!!!

PS

thank you to everyone who made my 21st birthday extra special for me!!!

yes i know..i havent updated in a while...my internet was down..but its kinda up now....we'll see for how long.....

jieun, steph...here you go....

group picture

happy belated birthday, jieun.. no more worryin about fake ids for you!

gina and steph =)

dessert...yes...we get a lil greedy

a beautiful picture that i took....im a great photographer!!!

other pictures

yay me and my (ex) roommates! i still have the key..mUAHAHA

me and my daddy

pictures:

HAHAHAH.. us at the soccer game viewing (look at all the ppl wearing red..it was crazy!!)..BUT korea lost :( but it was fun esp cuz i had robin and jieun there! and we got free stuff..HAHA

i love jenny & gina (jenny.. look how black you are compared to gina...HAHHAH...see....gina i havent seen you for a very long time.....)

me and steph....only steph wears sunglasses inside....

my beautiful big sis.. trying to gangsta...HAHHAHA

special message to my first very special friend from uci: (shes also my current roommate) i know you had a sucky day yesterday...but i hope you know i love you very much... i hope this makes you smile.....and youre my bitch!!!! HAHA...jk...feel better.....PS we should take more pictures.....

lots of july bdays....

24th-chloe.. i hope you had fun last night <33 i have your tummy!

25th-lee...happy bday pbro. i havent seen or talked to you for a while.. but i hope you have fun today!

29th-renee..... i love you!

HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY!

renee.. chris wanted to me to side against you.....but no.. never.. HAHHAH....chris.. you dared me....here you go!!!

instructions:

name 10 of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick 10 people to do the same.  try to be original and creative; try not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. having a complete stranger smile at me for no apparent reason

2. playing with my friends without a care in mind

3. trying hard and succeeding.. ie studying hard for a test and getting an A

4. holdling my daddie's hand because i like to pretend to be daddie's little girl

5. laughing so hard that it hurts

6. getting a call/message/text  just because someone wanted to say hi

7. eating the things I crave

8. doing something nice for someone I like and them liking it.

9. knowing someone really cares (ie getting dropped off and my friend waiting in her car until i open the door)

10. realizing that I really did make a difference for someone

my ten ppl: 1. jieun han, 2.robin lee, 3.jenny lee, 4. steph so 5. tiffany lam, 6. renee lee, 7. jamie hong, 8. steph chin, 9.  alice shim 10. YOU!

i had a weird dream....the first dream in a long time....that was very VERY clear.......

what happened?!?

i ended up fuckin myself over...

i definitely have to change some things starting.........NOW........

i have no regrets...........bc ive definitely learned so much........BUT...

i shall do things a lil differently.......so dont be surprised...........

im another take a few more risks....and see there they lead me........

and focus on things/ppl who matter instead of things/ppl who dont.....

i wanted to be someone i wasnt...i was too greedy.......quality matters not quantity

ppl including myself should STOP being so superficial........listen to your heart!!!

im gonna start living the forth........

we'll see....where this leads me...........

ps. thank you to the ppl who have been there for me at my best and my worst......your calls, your messages, your thoughts, your advice, your presence, your love all mean so much to me....i took me a lil bit to realize how much you matter to me......how important you are........and im not gonna take you for granted anymore.....i love you!